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April 28, 2010



It's only my statement..

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 28, 2010, 11:40 PM
Don't read too much into it.

Ah, the fresh smell of a new entry. A new page for my thoughts to scribble on.
To start, god I love photography. It's marvelous. The world around us is so damned amazing, and people overlook it daily. I vow to never do that.
And perhaps that is what has sparked my endeavors to venture outside and get some shooting done, which I rarely used to do. You know, in that scary, bright, sunny place?

Also, I finally found somebody else to shoot!
You can expect to see lots more of her in my gallery, and hopefully some other models in the near future. I'm sure looking at self portrait after self portrait grows as tiresome for you as it does me.

In  the future, expect a lot more edge in my portraits in general. I've in the past done a lot of simple shots, and I've been happy with them. I'm ready to experiment from here on out.

Umm, as far as my writing, I should be back to feeding you my strange attempts at literature again soon. They tend to just come out whenever they feel the urge with complete disregard as to when I want to write.

Traditional art? Yeah I kinda realize more every day after seeing such amazing artists here on dA that I have no talent for it.

In the digital arts field... yeah. Just don't have time for it anymore. I may venture off into the exciting realm of photo manipulation soon though.

To my watchers, which now numbers one hundred and twenty, I love you all for appreciating my art! To all of you who frequently comment on my work, you have my undying gratitude for giving me your time. And on that note, I hope you'll all continue in your own artistic adventures.
And as always, stay deviant.



:iconsaviespectacular:My Luvlay

Let's do things by StevenKauk

:iconsaviespectacular:Her Photography

What A Hot Mess I'm In..tehe by SavieSpectacular Pride. by SavieSpectacular I Give You All I have. by SavieSpectacular Dare To Dream. by SavieSpectacular
I don't belong here by SavieSpectacular   
You have five seconds. by SavieSpectacular
Julian. by SavieSpectacular Leaving. by SavieSpectacular


THOUGHT LOG - Loneliness

"Loneliness is an illness.
It's symptoms are depression, sadness, loss of self.
We aren't meant to survive alone. It drills into us, empties us out, and leaves us broken.

"Loneliness is a drug.
We live on it for too long, and we adapt to it. We can't function in crowds, we don't know how to interact, we can't break our cycle. It's a never ending loop, the twisted excuse for the circle of a so-called life.

"Loneliness is a demon.
Whispering in our ear. Telling us how to make it stop. How to ease the pain away. The pain of being alone. If we listen, we just keep drifting into the dark.

"Loneliness has a cure.
The cure is affection. The cure is friendship. The cure is love. The cure is one another.

"You will never escape loneliness alone."


Feature: April 2010
The world is a beautiful place, and these artists capture it magnificently. Please watch them and give them feedback!

Echoes by BrandonRechten Trail of Chaos by FlorentCourty broken rainbow by mohdfikree
Burning Sunset by Eltasia Tungsten by too-much4you Herald of Autumn by niiFantasy
Vivid morning 2 by farcry77 Good morning time -edit by farcry77 Keys Sunset by PURErube
Run Towards Change by TwiggyTeeluck Embrace By The Clouds by tonyelieh Serene by andyjimmy
Waiting for the dawn by LorenzoDiFolco A cloudy morning at the lagoon by RodriguezVillegas o.T. by p-t0-th3-r
s e a by absinth88 Mt Rundle - Banff by LukeAustin Milford Sound, New Zealand by Thrill-Seeker
The Kitschest Bear by abey79 Ghost steps by markie2k Twelve Apostles, Australia by Thrill-Seeker Ericeira, Portugal by Persephonen
Osternas III by CalleHoglund Stone lion by the sea BW by DostorJ Pure instinct by lumari



Under most circumstances, I prefer to keep my art sheltered. But, if there are any serious designers out there that wish to use my photography as stocks, please note me with a brief description of what you had in mind, and if possible some examples of your work.

I'd be honored if you did want to use my art for something serious. But I'd like to hope I won't see my artwork being used elsewhere without permission. That's just insulting.
Don't hesitate to ask. And thanks for reading.



For Sleepyheads Only
by Flunk
For Sleepyheads Only

Genre: Electronic
Year: 2002
Top Tracks:
Track 2. Blue Monday
Track 3. Miss World
Track 7. Your Koolest Smile
Track 11. Syrupsniph


Artists I Watch/Adore:




Current Residence: between exhale and inhale
deviantWEAR sizing preference:  Small
Interests: Art, reading, random weird habits
Favourite movie: Dreamcatcher
Favourite band or musician: A Perfect Circle
Favourite genre of music: Indie(Electronic/Pop/Rock)
Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
Favourite style of art: Expressive
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic
Favourite game: The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64
Favourite cartoon character: L/Ryuzaki
Personal Quote: "Living is merely procrastinating about dying."
Contact: MSN:

I Want To Be A Famous Deviant by TheatruMundi iPod Stamp by iMissHikari Tool Stamp by PockyPerson32 Animals Matter to Me Stamp by votrereine
Stamp- :heart: Black+White by twilight-biohazard :thumb118220059: I love black stamp by violetsteel uhh kinky by nuffiie

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Flunk
  • Reading: Death Note: Another Note
  • Watching: Doctor Who
  • Playing: Age of Empires
  • Eating: Probably something unfufilling
  • Drinking: Green tea
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Eltasia Featured By Owner May 11, 2010
Beautiful feature, thanks so much! =)
StevenKauk Featured By Owner May 11, 2010  Professional Photographer
My pleasure. ^^
markie2k Featured By Owner May 7, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey! A bit late, but anyway, thanks for the feature:) Appreciate it a lot!
StevenKauk Featured By Owner May 7, 2010  Professional Photographer
No problem. ^^
Charlatan999 Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
O_O oh dear God! the playlist you posted! I checked it out from pure boredom and it's full of LOVE! <3 I added "See right through you" "Kemikal girl" and "Morning Star" to awesome tracks by I'm just really glad you posted I have something new to draw to in the late AM hours ^______^ awesome sound!

Hope you feel better since you wrote this bulletin though..
StevenKauk Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Professional Photographer
Flunk is really a great band to give. Your mood an ambient undetone. Its really great for relaxing or working on projects when you need inspiration.
Charlatan999 Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It is! It's not usual for me to find a mixture of ambience and vocals that work, but this band does.

If you find any more gems like this you should post playlist could always use more expanding and you are the second person I know online to have similar tastes to music I do ^^..Thanks!

(Check out the artist Olive, her works are a bit older but some songs are just timeless to "Smile", "Creature of Comfort", "Miracle", "Indulge Me" etc etc)
StevenKauk Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Professional Photographer
Check my last journal entry. There is an album feature there as well.
Charlatan999 Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Venetian Squares!?! *faints* omg you know them too!? My friend from Canada introduced me to their have EPIC tastes sir =) I hope you keep finding gems like this
StevenKauk Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Professional Photographer
I have many gems, but they'll have to wait for future journals.
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